I’ve been busy with work and stuff but rest assured I will start blogging again(hopefully!).

I’ve been active in tumblr though. Please feel free to follow me, though my tumblr account is dedicated to my favorite band The Maine, you can also read some movie stuff and sport stuff there.

Here is the link to my tumblr account: http://the8balllovesthetaco.tumblr.com/

I have nothing against using Photoshop cause I’m still learning to use it properly.

This is one of my personal favorites web application that applies effects on images instantly!

Presenting pixlr-o-matic!

Note: The image i used is the logo of my favorite band The Maine. I do not own the logo.

Here is the link to the site, feel free to explore it. It’s really easy to use!

http://pixlr.com/o-matic/

Enjoy.

Thanks to the uploader!

But that does not stop me from making me feel — burned out. I hate to admit it but I already am at my edge. Yes, I am a newbie, been working only for almost 2 years, and if all my working experience would be like this, I think I am going to lose my sanity. Figuratively speaking. Haha.

There’s too much stress, too much frustration, too much pressure, too much to handle. It’s a big project and yet they’re taking it all to fast!Well that’s me speaking, they’re the ones planning it and a lot of people is suffering from a not so planned actions. They’re encouraging you to go home early and yet they want the job to be done at the end of the day. A job that can’t be done in a day.

Sometimes, what’s harder is that you have to explain why is it hard? It’s be cause they want a lot of things to be done at the same time! I don’t understand. hahaha.

And what’s worse is that if something goes wrong and you are involve, it doesn’t matter who’s right and wrong, who did it and who don’t. It suddenly becomes your fault even if it’s not. Unfair right? Sometimes I wish the truth can speak for itself. haha. I really hate it when I’m blamed for something I didn’t do. I want to protest, but it’s over. I am already damaged.

I am venting it all out. So sue me.

I really can’t believe I’m saying this. I’m sick of this. I want a way out. But that doesn’t mean I’m giving up. i just want to rest and clear my mind.

I really should have been a singer.

Totoo, nagpapasalamat pa din ako sa biyayang natamo ko ngayon. Hindi man iyon ang inaasahan ko, pero masaya pa din ako, kahit pa,  “overdue” na maituturing.

Maliit man iyon, kahit paano ay napasaya din naman ako. At least, yung paghihirap mo kahit paano ay nag paid off. 

Nagpapasalamat ako kay Almighty Allah sa biyayang natamo ko ngayon.

Hindi dahil sa mahirap ang ginagawa namen ngayon. Lahat naman kami nahihirapan. Mula sa pinaka mataas hanggang sa pinaka mababa. Pero bakit minsan parang naiisip ko na hindi ako masaya? Parang wala kong maramdamang fulfillment? Ito ba yung tinatawag na pananawa? Naman! Halos dalawang taon pa lang akong nagtatrabaho pero parang bakit pakiramdam ko sampung taon na? hahaha.

Naisip ko parang ayoko ng ganitong buhay. Yung gigising ka sa umaga pagkatapos matutulog ka sa umaga. Ewan ko ba. Sa totoo lang, nalilito ako. naguguluhan.  Masaya pa ba ko sa ginagawa ko? Ito ba talaga ang mga pangarap ko na gusto kong matupad?

Nung nag-aaral ako, ang dami kong binubuong pangarap para sa sarili ko, para sa pamilya ko. Pero bakit parang ngayon wala kong direksyon? Parang di ko alam kung ano ba talaga ang gusto kong gawin.

Wala akong ganang magtrabaho, wala kong ganang pumasok. Ang dalas ko pang magkasakit.

Maaring dumadaan ako ngayon sa emotional stress, pero hindi ko din maiintindihan ang sarili ko.

Sabi nila, kung para sayo ang isang bagay kahit gaano kahirap, masaya ka pa din. Kuntento ka pa din. Hindi ka magsasawa pero iba ngayon pakiramdam ko hapong hapo ako.

Siguro kailangan ko lang muna ng oras para makapagisip at makapagdesisyon sa daan na gusto kong tahakin.

The hell I care If I’m chasing the wrong person. The hell I care if you don’t care about me. The hell I care if this is stupidity. Let them talk behind my back, let them say I’m just pushing my luck.

Eh sa ganito ako masaya eh.

Alam ko nakailang shot din ako ng ibat ibang klaseng alak. Hindi naman ito bunga ng alak eh. Bunga lang ito ng emosyong matagal ng nandito.

Ang problema kasi sayo, ang layo layo ng tingin mo. Hindi mo naman kelangan pang maghanap sa malayo. Lumingon ka lang sa likod mo. Nandun ako. Nandun lang ako. Naghihintay. Naghihintay na tapunan mo ng konting atensyon.

Alam kong hindi ka naman bulag, at lalong hindi ka naman bingi. Hindi mo lang kasi binubuksan ang mga mata mo sa mga taong sa malayo mo pa hinahanap pero nasa likod mo lang pala.

Alam ko wala pa kong lakas ng loob ng magsalita. Pero sana minsan maisip mo na, pwede naman naten subukan eh. Wala naman masama na bigyan naten ng chance ang ating mga sarili.. Para walang what ifs at walang kung sana….

Kung baka sakaling isang araw mauntog ang ulo mo at marealize mong mahal mo ko.. huwag kang mag-alala… paglingon mo…nandun pa din ako.. . naghihintay sayo..

“Hindi ako magsasawang maghintay… Hanggang sa ma-realize mo na ako talaga ang para sayo..  =)”

PS:

Kapag hindi mo pa ito nagets. Ewan ko na lang. =)

Image Courtesy of wikipedia

Can’t get enough of Robert Pattinson a.k.a The gorgeous vampire Edward Cullen? Well, he’s starring an upcoming romantic-drama film Remember Me ,  not as our favorite next door vampire, but as a rebellious young man, Tyler Roth.

Remember Me is a drama love story between two young adults Tyler Roth and Ally Craig (Emilie De Ravin). The story starts when Tyler met Ally by a twist of fate, and must a find a way to keep their relationship possible while facing their own family tragedies.

The movie is directed by Allen Coulter. Pierce Brosnan is also casted in this movie as Charles along with Emilie De Ravin as Ally Craig, Chris Cooper and Lena Olin.

I must say as a Rob fan, i would definitely watch this movie since I would be able to see a different side of Rob Pattinson and see his different side of acting.

So for me, I would definitely recommend this to all romantic-drama movie fans and of course all Rob Pattinson fans.

The movie will be released on March 12, 2010.

For those who haven’t seen the trailer .. here it is..

This film is an adaptation of The Lightning Thief, the first novel in the Percy Jackson & The Olympians series by Rick Riordan.

The movie adaptation is directed by Chris Columbus, director of Harry Potter and The Sorcerer Stone and Chamber of Secrets. So I think the HP fans would also come to like this movie.

I just started reading the book, and I’m really anticipating the movie. The movie will star Logan Lerman as  Percy Jackson alongside with  Brandon T. Jackson(Grover), Alexandra Daddario(Annabeth), Jake Abel(Luke), Rosario Dawson(Persephone), Steve Coogan(Hades),  Catherine Keener(Sally Jackson), Sean Bean(Zeus),Pierce Brosnan(Chiron), Uma Thurman(Medusa) and Kevin McKidd(Poseidon) .

Images courtesy of imdb, collage by purplearts

For those who haven’t seen the trailers yet, here are the links to the trailers available.

Since Harry Potter Series is coming to an end, will this be the next Harry Potter? Nah.. I think every movie, every series has its own unique qualities that will entice people to see them.

I can’t wait to see the movie, and I’m sure this will be a hit to all Adventure-Fantasy movie  fans!

You can go to the official movie site via this link: http://www.foxinternational.com/percyjackson/