I didn’t know that this day would come. That I would be saying, “I’m starting to hate my job.” Yes, I was promoted to one level, but as conceited as it sounds, if you knew the story.. I deserved it a long time ago.
But that does not stop me from making me feel — burned out. I hate to admit it but I already am at my edge. Yes, I am a newbie, been working only for almost 2 years, and if all my working experience would be like this, I think I am going to lose my sanity. Figuratively speaking. Haha.
There’s too much stress, too much frustration, too much pressure, too much to handle. It’s a big project and yet they’re taking it all to fast!Well that’s me speaking, they’re the ones planning it and a lot of people is suffering from a not so planned actions. They’re encouraging you to go home early and yet they want the job to be done at the end of the day. A job that can’t be done in a day.
Sometimes, what’s harder is that you have to explain why is it hard? It’s be cause they want a lot of things to be done at the same time! I don’t understand. hahaha.
And what’s worse is that if something goes wrong and you are involve, it doesn’t matter who’s right and wrong, who did it and who don’t. It suddenly becomes your fault even if it’s not. Unfair right? Sometimes I wish the truth can speak for itself. haha. I really hate it when I’m blamed for something I didn’t do. I want to protest, but it’s over. I am already damaged.
I am venting it all out. So sue me.
I really can’t believe I’m saying this. I’m sick of this. I want a way out. But that doesn’t mean I’m giving up. i just want to rest and clear my mind.
I really should have been a singer. 
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