“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.” — Paulo Coelho

Last Saturday was one of the days of my life I would cherish. It was the day that I finally proved that I’m really one of his friends. He said that he and one of our friends invited me out that day because he knew I would feel bad about the cancelled outing.

Oh yes, I did feel bad about it. But I said to him, there’s nothing I could do about it. But still he did something. And that means A LOT TO ME. It made me happy knowing he cared about how I feel, but I also knew that I should not expect for things that he can’t give to me.

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.”–James Earl Jones
That day, when he told me those things.. i wanted tell him what I felt for all these years but then it hit me….that If I say it.. I would definitely lose him..

“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.” –Anonymous

I also realized another thing that day, I realized that when I thought that he’s already within my reach.. He suddenly moves further away..

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” – -Anonymous