This day is so exhausting. I traveled from Quezon City to Makati City. Then from Makati City to Ortigas. *Sheesh* I walked from MRT Ortigas to Pearl Drive, OMG., I’m starving and I’m tired. I easily get tired right now. Maybe because I’m sick. Anyway, the interviews today from 2 different company had good results.. So before i went home, i bought food from Ministop beside the building.. Anyway..I’m still hungry.

When I arrived at the house, i ate. Then I opened my YM. Err.. My PC is still open. Mind you, it was open from 10:00 PM yesterday night until now so it’s almost open for 24 hours and then I saw Bryans’ Stat Message. He said it was a quote sent to him in his mobile phone. The quote was very dramatic and of course it hit me.

This is the quote: “I was the one who loved you most. but between us you lost more. someday i can love someone the way i loved you but
you will never be loved again the way i did.”

Holy Kamote! The quote made me feel uneasy. I really don’t know why but i hope it’s not selfishness. I remembered you. Your Love for me Before.. I don’t know maybe i will regret this my whole life but at least somehow in my own way i know i also did love you.. but it’s a little to late..

Maybe the best decision is to not tell you because i am not sure if this is really “LOVE” or just “PRIDE”. I don’t want to tell you because it might hurt us both. And most of all it might hurt you again. So, the best thing to do is be your friend till the end.