Today was such a tiring day. Me and my two younger brothers had lunch with my mom and her boyfriend Steve @ MOA. We ate at Aristocrat.. and the food wasn’t great.. And after that we played billiards and bowling which turned out to be fun. And then we bought donuts from Krispy Kreme and we went home.

My siblings and I didn’t exactly went home ..we went to Trinoma to shop for some new shoes for work… I bought 2 pairs.. one for work and another pair for gimiks.

Then before really going home we decided to take out food from MCDO plainly because my youngest brother wants to drink coke float.. but… unexpectedly going there turned out to be exciting….

While I was ordering,  a guy who ordered before me went to the counter and asked the crew to change his spaghetti  because it has no sauce! lol. but that’s not the story here..hahahaha..Then.. the service crew talk to another laughing service crew.. and then as i gazed at the laughing service crew.. it was one of my biggest crush in highschool! I really don’t like to mention his name but since his popular then.. i’ll just describe him.. he has that very cute dimples on the both sides of his cheek..and he’s not that tall..but he’s a good basketball player.. he’s still looking cute but.. but the Twenties suits him well.   he looked so handsome now..

Naahh.. I’m just bragging because he’s my crush. though he’s a year younger than me.. i used to watch his games before.. hahahaha..

Maybe whenever I pass by Trinoma or shop at Trinoma.. I’ll just eat at MCDO.. It’s cheaper and it has a good view! hahaha..

That’s it.. I’m just saying that after this so tiring day at least I saw someone who brings back the teen in me.. hahaha.. Though I’m just 21.. I felt like i’m 16 again.. hahahaha..

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.” — Paulo Coelho

Last Saturday was one of the days of my life I would cherish. It was the day that I finally proved that I’m really one of his friends. He said that he and one of our friends invited me out that day because he knew I would feel bad about the cancelled outing.

Oh yes, I did feel bad about it. But I said to him, there’s nothing I could do about it. But still he did something. And that means A LOT TO ME. It made me happy knowing he cared about how I feel, but I also knew that I should not expect for things that he can’t give to me.

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.”–James Earl Jones
That day, when he told me those things.. i wanted tell him what I felt for all these years but then it hit me….that If I say it.. I would definitely lose him..

“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.” –Anonymous

I also realized another thing that day, I realized that when I thought that he’s already within my reach.. He suddenly moves further away..

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” – -Anonymous